actuallydáel

i hate the endless whirring of electricity flowing through the cables that power my every block of metal.

the drilling sounds, eternal torture i must pay just to connect with people every once in a while.

mindbreaking, specifically when im trying to sleep, looking up at the ceiling waiting to get tired.

i hate how every electronic device i own emits light. and the streetlights are just as artificial.

it has been ages since i haven't been in complete darkness, or complete silence. it always follows me.

its in my house, my bathroom, by my bed, the metro, my university, my hangout places. everywhere.

if i want to stop hearing it, i have to put more electronics in my ear, cancel the noise, sleep like a cyborg.

one day im going to swallow metal screws whole and scream very loud, pouring them in my mouth.

one day i will become just another machine, and i will torment my loved ones. whirring.

#poetry #me