god kills

#nsfw

god raped me the very minute he put a hand on me and told me to shut it every other night when i used to pray and when i stopped too

god raped me when he gave me this body and an instinct to explore it and to defile myself with the first thing i could find online

god raped me that day i didnt understand what was going on in my body, in my brain all of these chemicals to force a gag on me and his hands over me

god raped me at 5am, on a saturday when he put a chain on me and called me his pet left me to rot or laying on the floor i cant tell apart

god raped me when my parents were out in my parents wardrobe when i was too little to even understand the places he was touching me on my body, or my head

#poetry #me