maternal.
i want to be merciless with your body, nor with your soul using my word. yell and yell at you, cry and break the rage through fists at me.
to not give you a breath, not even water, make it agonizing. to not say goodbye, so you can't close that which you started.
i want to run away from your house, run anywhere else. take the keys and throw them down the river, to the sea.
lock you up in your mind, so you remember nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing. make your weapon into your death and your word against mine.
i don't want to speak to you ever again, to not set a foot on your grave, that you dont hear from me from above or down there, may god show you mercy.
and to eat your corpse so you don't rest in peace.